Sakurawish

I scarcely go on here any more. But I'm not having a good day (again) I failed the math portion of a test I need to pass in order to get into my program at UCF and I only have one more chance to take it (if that) and it's gonna cost me $150. I still get paid shit and its been slow at work so its gonna take forever to save that money.

I'd rather not get in on the specifics of that. Instead I'll focus on other future things like my runDisney endeavor. Tonight will be the last opportunity for anyone to help us out. Registration is less than a week and we didn't even make half of our goal. But if someone can donate at least $5, we would be eternally grateful. We just need an even number in order to split whatever we have. Any more would be REALLY appreciated though. Please help us out~
www.gofundme.com/chelseaandmar…

I'm not big on exercise. And definitely not running. But now I have a goal. I want to compete in the Disney Princess 5K. I've set up a gofundme account to raise money and support so my friend and I can do this. I know it's a long shot but any money will help. Registration begins in July so I'd like to have most of the money before then. And ALL of the proceeds actually go to the Children's Miracle Network, which is a fantastic cause. So not only will you be helping my friend and I do this, but you'll also be helping a lot of sick children who depend on the Children's Miracle Network for their recoveries. Please help in any way you can!

www.gofundme.com/chelseaandmar…

I'm gonna write some ups and downs. We'll start with the ups (because there's quite a few this time). My brother got married. I got to be a bridesmaid and I flew back up to NY and got to hang around my friends for most of the week I was there. I started school back up. Now I KNOW what I'm gonna do and I'm happy I made the choice to become an English teacher. It just feels RIGHT. Only thing is, I'm confused on how things work at Seminole State. ^_^; I gotta do some stuff with my advisor to change my degree but that's a 40 minute drive and I'm a little confused as to what I actually have to do. But that's ok I still got some time to figure it out. And I joined the Whovian Society of Seminole State. Hopefully I can make some friends in there. Also I made 2 friends at work since my uncle started hiring more girls. (Previously I was the only girl there.) We're planning on going to Universal Studio's Halloween Horror Nights soon. That'll be fun. ^_^
Now for the downs. Since most of you are either my really good friends or people I don't know, I feel comfortable saying this. I've been losing my hair recently. Small chunks have been coming out. My mom thinks its my thyroid but we're not entirely certain. I was supposed to go to a doctor tomorrow but it got cancelled. So we'll have to wait some more. I also suspect I'm probably vitamin D deficient. But that's bones which is probably why my joints crack a lot. lol They don't hurt though when they crack, just sounds gross.

And for the big upset of the day: I asked my neighbor to go to the mall with me and I waited ALL fucking day for her to finish her essay and answer back. ALL FUCKING DAY. She said she'd be ready by 1. Then she said I'll text you when I'm done. 4 o clock comes around when she answers me (after me asking every 15 minutes since 2:30) and the mall closes at 6 and it's a 40 minute drive to get there. All she says is sorry. I didn't think it would take this long to do my essay. It's a college course. BOO FUCKING HOO. I took college courses when I was a senior in hs too. I knew when I was over my head. And I would not wait until the last day to do it especially if I needed sources and shit. And I know she's not going to school tomorrow and when I brought that up she said she had to email her teacher by midnight with the essay. Yeah. Right. Big essays like that with sources and specific formats and everything you need to hand in IN PERSON. That's was how it was like in my AP classes. How else are teachers supposed to write comments in the margins to critique your essay? I do a lot for this girl. I really do. I drove her to her boyfriends more than once (even had a panic attack one time because it was a bad storm). I drove her to the store. I helped get her a job once a month that she otherwise wouldn't ever have. I even buy her lunch/slurpees/bubble tea sometimes. I NEVER get anything in return. I'm always asking her if she wants to go somewhere or do something and she always says "I'm don't feel good" (using her diabetes as an excuse everytime) or "I'm busy", "I'm at my boyfriend's", "I don't have any money". You wouldn't believe how many times I've asked her to go to downtown Disney (just to walk around is free and fun). We never even went. Ever. She's always disappointing me. But she's my only legit friend in Florida. And I can't even call her a friend. My mom is telling me to never do anything for her again. Don't ask her to come in for work. Don't drive her anywhere. Don't ask her to come anywhere. Just forget about her. And my mom expects me to be a little shit to her next time she needs something. But I JUST CAN'T FUCKING DO THAT. It's not in my nature to be mean to people. If they need me, I'm always there, even if they're never there for me. I feel like a shithead though because if I'm mean, I'll feel guilty. If I'm nice, I know I'm just getting used which still makes me feel like shit. 

Might as well write about my one good week before shit starts back up again.

I actually had a really good week. My aunt came to visit. And then I only worked 2 days this week. (Memorial day I had off, then I got off on wednesday and thursday) And that was some MUCH needed time off. On wednesday my mom, aunt and I went to the Farmer's Market/flea market. And I found vol 1 and 2 of Dogs: Bullets and Carnage. And I got a free How to draw manga book too. And on thursday, we went shopping for a bit. I got bubble tea. :3 My aunt didn't really like it though. Then we relaxed in the pool. Friday I had to work but we went to downtown disney at night. We ate at a soup and salad buffet called Sweet Tomatoes. I love that place. Too bad they dont have them in Buffalo. So we went to downtown disney and had drinks at the house of blues and went shopping for a bit. I didn't buy anything for myself. But I did have a lot of fun like I always do there. ^_^ Downtown Disney is like the free pick-me-up I need like every other month. And saturday we had a party. Not much fun since my neighbor and my cousin were meeting for the first time. But we ended up playing games which was ok. And sunday we went to the flea market. I bought a charger for my iphone since my other one stopped working. Only problem is it fits really funny in my phone. :/ I have to shove it in there. lol And we WERE going to the beach but there was high tide so they wouldn't let cars on the beach and all the parking lots were full. 

Now today I have to go to work and fold and bind 300,000 brochures. ;_; And then my mom is leaving tomorrow to go to Buffalo. She gets to stay a week earlier and a week later than me. (Also my aunt is leaving tomorrow too)

1. How long have you been into anime?
Since the days of DBZ, Sailor Moon and Hamtaro on the 4:00 toonami block. But I didn't know it was anime until about 7th grade. Then I'd have to say Naruto. 

2. How many dvds of anime do you own (including series and movies)?
Too lazy to really count so I'll name off the top of my head. 
Hetalia vol 1 (maybe 2 dvds in the first season)
Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya (complete series I think there's like 4)
Secret Life of Arriety
Kiki's Delivery Service
Howl's Moving Castle
Ponyo
Sister Sister
Magikano
X-Men Japanese animated series (that originally aired on G4)
Neon Genesis Evangelion vol 4
Full Metal Alchemist Sacred Star of Milos
Full Metal Alchemist Brotherhood vol 3
Metropolis
idk there's probably like 1 or 2 I forgot.


3. How many manga do you own?
38 including 1 omnibus worth 3.

4. Favorite genres:
magical girl, shonen, gender bender, action, supernatural (basically anything but I'm real picky on mecha)

5. Top 5 favorite anime, and why you like them (no spoilers):

       1.Madoka Magica- Cute with a side of violence and mind bending
       2. Naruto- old classics die hard.
       3. Angel Beats!- It was sad, but it didn't leave you hanging on the sad parts. It also had good characterization and great music. It was also really touching too. Like the one episode made me cry and dwell on it for days and its really hard to make the think as much as that one did. 
       4. Full Metal Alchemist- It was one of my first animes that I've watched from start to finish. I learned so much about the 7 Deadly Sins. More so than any 12 year old should. lol And the plot was really engaging and dramatic and made you sympathetic toward the characters. But then you find out the characters accomplished so much even without a body and an arm and a leg. Also the story spanned over several years so you see Ed and Al grow both physically and mentally.
       5. Tokyo Mew Mew- The one good thing about 4Kids is that even though it made crappy dubs, it introduced you to new anime that would've probably never made it in the US without it. I love "Mew Mew Power". I used to watch it with all my friends and we even created our own Mew Mew group. It had the typical archetypes for each character and the classic sentai feeling. But I loved watching it and I miss watching it and talking about it with my friends. It was the only reason I'd wake up at 8:30 on a saturday morning. And then came Magical DoReMi at 8 am!

6. Anime currently watching/catching up on:
None at the moment. I'm rewatching X-Men:Evolution though. Not really anime.

7. Website you watch anime on:
youtube or just google it. I don't have a specific site.

8. One anime you would recommend, plus basic description:
I'm not really an anime person any more. I read more manga than ever. But since I KNOW theyve made this into an anime, I'm gonna say Nurarihyon no Mago. It's about this kid who lives with his grandpa and his grandpa is this leader of a Yakuza demon gang. And this kid is 1/4 demon and he has to gain the loyalty of each of his grandpa's followers and then some. But no one believes he can do it because he's only a quarter demon. But as he keeps beating down baddies, he gains more strength and more followers. And he's also in a harem including a human, an onmyoji (exorcist) and a Yuki Onna (snow demon girl)

9. Random anime related fact(s) about you:
Been in anime clubs from 8th grade-second year of college.

10. Completed Anime Series:

Not even gonna try to count them all.